What do you do as a partner when two of you are completely different, yet you're committed to each other?
when you realize what he needs is a woman that is wise, inspiring, independent, has a vast mental realm, and is more priceless than a ruby, instead, what you are, is completely different, you're disordered, plain, and boring. you're nothing like what he would want, but it seems like you're both stuck where you're.
would you be frustrated that you can't give what he needs? would you pray and pray and pray that God will change you to a complete different person? would you cry when he hurts your feelings? would you try to defend yourself? would you hate yourself and see yourself as nothing?
you're not happy. you can't fake it. you're not happy because you know this is gonna be the rest of your life. if God is there to bless us, then why can't we be happy with each other? how did we lose the love, the passion, and the happiness we once had?
I'm confused, and I certainly don't know where to turn. I make you miserable why don't you just leave me for good?
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